I've been feeling kind unsure about what was going to happen and how it was going to happen lately.  I wasn't sure if I was ready, and I didn't know if I could support Mel the way she needed to be supported.  Well, I felt the baby move for the first time yesterday...  That opened my eyes a little.  I understand now when people say that no one is ever ready, but I think I'll take my chances.  I cannot wait to see my son for the first time, and I love my family very much :)