I was just listening for Archer's heart beat and he kicked me in the head!  He is so grounded when he is born.

Doesn't exist. Melody and I have been through a lot of stuff already because of the holiday season coming up. We were suppose to visit her grandparents in Texas and we couldn't make it, which really made Melody upset. I feel really bad with how stressed she is getting over everything.

Sometimes I feel like Archer is even at risk. Most people kind of write the way Melody feels or what Melody says off because they underestimate her. It drives me nuts to see people treat her like that, and I feel really bad if I catch myself doing that to her. She tries so hard to make things right with everyone and has such an influence on people's lives, and there isn't an ounce of appreciation most of the time. I am about ready to cut her off from existence before Archer is born, because I want her and my son to be OK and to be healthy, but I don't know if I can do that.

She loves to be a part of people's lives. A few months ago she was very upset because she felt like she didn't have anyone to talk to, and I told her she had more friends than anyone I know.  I know this page is about Archer, and right now Archer is Melody because they share the same body.  What I've learned since my last post is that Mama is definitely number one, and I will support her in any way I can.