There are so many things that I feel like I haven't done enough with.  Do I take classes for expecting fathers?  What about a savings account for Archer's college?  Am I going to be able to afford food?  So many questions are coming up in my head, I almost feel like I am freaking Mel out.  I am on the edge right now with everything it feels like.  There's just so many unanswered questions and so many possibilities.  I hope I'll be a good dad.

Hurray :D  I got the family name out of the way.  Melody said we're going to have two boys and one girl.  I was just thinking about how cool it's going to be to have a boy.  I am so use to having girls around in my life.  I get to get themed lunch boxes and cool costumes instead of girlie costumes and all that fun stuff!!  I am trying not to get too excited because there's always the chance that the people were wrong, but I am still very excited :)  The colors on the site are a little cooler now and we're not looking generic anymore.  Very exciting stuff!

Lately, it feels like Mel and I are getting tired easier, and more often.  We are both so excited about having our baby coming that it's draining sometimes.  I have met people who waited a long time before their children were born, and they all agree that they felt it made the moment that much more special.   I have been waiting to have a child with Mel since I met her.  Everyone has seen us go through our problems and our good times, and I've always loved her with everything I have.  To finally be able to have our first child together and to know that there are more coming is just beyond explanation, but why does it have to be 9 months?!  I am very anxious to have our baby, and to see Mel's progress.  Everyday I want to see the baby kicking, or to see it run around like Connor is doing now.  I am very ready to be a daddy, people, and it needs to happen like yesterday :)  Anyway, my update for now is too much excitement.  I'll try to post more often, I get caught up in everything ya know?  *bnnnn* ciaooo